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January302014
#throwbackthursday this week is not a picture of me, but the last dance I choreographed, “(in)adequate”. It was my way of exploring how I felt in the different types of female relationships I’ve experienced (family/friend/romantic). I’m sorely missing that outlet! Photo by Kayla Gordon. #moderndance #missthatdancelife

#throwbackthursday this week is not a picture of me, but the last dance I choreographed, “(in)adequate”. It was my way of exploring how I felt in the different types of female relationships I’ve experienced (family/friend/romantic). I’m sorely missing that outlet! Photo by Kayla Gordon. #moderndance #missthatdancelife

December172013

    Over the last week (or so) I’ve been coming out to/having serious conversations with my family about my bisexuality (because I’ve started seeing a girl for the first time), had my best friend move across the country, my car die and need an expensive fix that has lead to me having to get a credit card to cover it, and subsequently missed almost a week of work.

I’m pretty certain I’ve lost the ability to breath or leave my bed. My emotions are fucking exhausted.

October242013
Vanessa vs. The Cosmos #astronomy #griffithobservatory #spaceandstars #theseareafewofmyfavoritethings

Vanessa vs. The Cosmos #astronomy #griffithobservatory #spaceandstars #theseareafewofmyfavoritethings

October112013
My friends gift me things like this to support the #nerdlife . #thestruggleisreal #starwars #darthmaul #darthsmall

My friends gift me things like this to support the #nerdlife . #thestruggleisreal #starwars #darthmaul #darthsmall

August302013
August282013

My Lead: “So did you figure out what the detail was you were asked to do?”

Me: “Nope. But I started doing something else, and well…I found something dirty and made it clean and that’s essentially my job, right?”

My Lead: “Works for me.”

August102013

My cantaloupe is under ripe, my strawberries are over ripe, and my tea is too hot to drink. I’m living in a pile of first world problems.

July52013
I finally spent 4th of July in Big Bear and watched the fireworks over the lake. And it was the happiest I’ve been in a while.

I finally spent 4th of July in Big Bear and watched the fireworks over the lake. And it was the happiest I’ve been in a while.

June222013

I’m sitting here, thinking.

Thinking about my nice new car. About my decent-paying, adult job, that lets me comfortably cover my bills. About my solid group of friends. About the lovely compliments that have been thrown my way lately about being “funny” and “interesting”.

I’m sitting here, thinking about how I’d throw it all away in a heartbeat if I could just wake up tomorrow and actually be happy.

June172013

So I should say something smooth so this guy will want to see me again.

Except lol I sent him a snapchat of me with a cat face drawn on instead.

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